To be a Human

When it's getting worst

I just close my eyes with my little fingers

I just don't want to broke anything now

It makes me hurt

When it's getting stronger

I just avoid anyone to talk

I just get lost to another place then I write, I draw, and take the breathe

It makes me calm

When I see the world

I have been realize that I spent a lot of time

Not to talk not to keep in touch with anyone that I met

And then I realize, I am not a human

Finally I decide to be a human

now and forever